I am a bisexual passionate women who is looking for a soulmate connection that is honest and spiritually transformative. I am seeking a long-term soulmate connection with someone who loves to meditate and practice tantra. I meditate daily and have been involved with tantric practice for 15 years. I am deeply committed to practicing what my dharma teachers have taught me over the years. My spiritual life is currently focused on Buddhist and Hindu Advaita-Vedanta meditation practices. Eckhart Tolle is my current teacher. Have you heard of him? He has written the book “The Power of Now” and speaks all over the world about Presence. My passion is living in the present moment and helping others find this same freedom. When I am not in meditation retreat, some of my interests include spending time in nature, watching birds, rollerblading, dancing to trance music, attending personal growth workshops, fine dining at small plates restaurants, swing dancing, kirtans, watching movies and being naked at my favorite nude beach or getaway. I desire to find a primary partner who also enjoys traveling: finding exotic birds in obscure places, playing in the sun on private hard to find beaches and spending time meditating in Buddhist or tantric retreats in exotic getaways. My primary purpose in a relationship is to practice spiritual alchemy where we can transform our pain and darkness into joy and light. I am looking for a woman who can stay with emotional pain and who is not afraid to show her light or dark side. This type of relationship demands that both of us have done much healing of painful traumatic experiences such as abandonment or abuse issues.
I am looking to meet a woman who is deeply committed to mindfulness meditation practice, tantric sacred sexuality, making a difference in this world and co-creation of financial independence with her beloved. I feel the most alive, conscious and blissful, when in a open primary tantric relationship where there is a strong emotional and spiritual commitment. My long term vision is to live with my beloved in an open-marriage while in community with other wonderful like minded souls. I am NOT interested in raising children of my own but would feel joy in raising the children of other community members. Ultimately, my goal is to find a soulmate connection where the primary focus is for the transformation of what is false in us. I find that being in a open tantric long-term relationship intensifies the process of waking up to our true selves as nothing can stay hidden for long. I am hungry for this and when I find a woman who truly seeks this same kind of burning away of what is not true within us, then I will commit until all has burned away. This prose says it beautifully: "Fear of intimacy is a fear of death. In a world where we have been taught to believe that the bolstering of our individual power is the greatest good, it is difficult to feel that a melting of the walls surrounding us is something to be desired...We are afraid to surrender to love, for we are afraid to die to who we are. We may loathe who we are, yet we still resist the chance to become someone new. It is only when we are ready to embrace the possibility that we might be tomorrow who we were not today that true intimacy becomes attractive. If all you want to do is remain who and what you are now, then by all means don't fall in love..." -Marianne Williamson from Luminosity.
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