68. I have played men ever since I can remember... I am sorry for playing with your minds, and not trusting all men, since I know there are good men out there. And yet, I think I'm falling in love with a beautiful gentleman who rocks my world. I want to break my pattern, and let the wall down -- wish to experience the joy of love .. I don't know if I can though. I'm so afraid.
69. My husband is terrible in bed.
71. When my ex-bf had a motorcycle accident (due to his drunkeness, but shhhh, don't tell because he's a cop), I ate all his Vicodin and replaced them with IBU's...he never knew the difference...fucking asshole.
72. I wish I could hire a hit man, and raise my boyfriend's children- I'd be a better mother than she EVER will be to those poor, brain-washed, sad, children.
74. There is something wrong in my head. I can't differentiate between what has happened and what I imagined happened. I am also filled with rage by minor incidents. Sometimes I drive my fingernails into my palms to keep calm on the outside.
75. i hate having sex with men. i think they are disgusting. even the best sex of my life, i have been disgusted with. i think i'm probably a lesbian, i can only orgasm when i think of women, and watching lesbian porn turns me on more than anything. ive never been with a woman, and i dont know how to start. im scared, because if i am with a woman and it isnt for me, that means sex is completely out the window and that terrifies me.
76. I say I'm cool and progressive, but my husbands porn makes me feel ugly, fat, small-breasted, undesirable, unsexy and just plain insecure. When I know he's watched it, it brings back my bulimia.
77. I'm going to have a baby from a man I slept with once.
78. I have my ex boyfriends password to his voicemail and erase all of his
messages from the new girls he is banging before he can hear them.
79. I have the perfect life, wife, kids, job..and I feel no intimacy so I'm
looking for someone to fill that role.
80. I still miss my ex, even though she’s totally crazy- undiagnosed borderline personality disorder. But the sex was amazing and I wish she’d just come over, fuck me and then leave.
81. I'm dying and I haven't told anyone yet. I just haven't found the words to say goodbye.
82. There isn't a single person I trust. Not one.
83. I am in love with my married friend, and can't talk about it to anyone. I feel so guilty that I am moving this spring just to get away from him and his wife.
84. I am scared to leave the house because I have been raped twice.
85. I became pregnant by the only man I had ever been intimate with after living together for five years. He accused me of being unfaithful, but said he would help me support my bastard child. I punched myself in the stomach, threw myself down a flight of stairs and ingested handfulls of pain medication until I miscarried.
86. I started my diet today. I have doubled my weight in the past 10 years. I need to lose 135 pounds.
87. I have no idea why I'm scared to lose my virginity. There's a girl that I'm really close to who's pretty much said she'd fuck me - yet everytime I hang out with her I can't take it to the next level... and end up jerking off to her when I get home. DAMMIT!
89. When I jack off, I sometimes fantasize about being turned into a whore who can't say no. The best orgasms for me are when I'm imagining being used by a room full of men and every time I try to tell them to stop, someone shoves his cock into my mouth.
91. I REALLY WANT TO SMOKE METH. I know what other people think and how horrible it is on one's body...but the addiction is just eating away at my soul. Just one of these four day weekends I just want to grab the pipe and inhale the chemicals...and enjoy the ride and expect the downfall.
92. He's an alcoholic and I keep living life as if it weren't so.
93. I messed around with a 16 year old when I was 25.
94. One of my biggest sexual fantasies is to watch my girlfriend get thoroughly fucked by a real deal shemale.
95. I am a sensual sexy guy and am now certain that lifetime monogamy is not going to work for me. I like having multiple sexual partners. My very monogamous raised-catholic wife is 3 mo pregnant.
96. I might be pregnant by someone other than my live in boyfriend who has had a vasectomy.
97. i steal from my work. i've never done anything like it before and now i'm taking between $400-$600 every month. in the moment, it feels great. a little addictive. in fact, i love to do it. my bosses suck and stealing is a practical form of revenge in this case. still, i'm ashamed.
98. I wish I had kept the position of power as the wage earner when I was married so my former spouse could feel the vulnerability of being in the dependent role now as well as having the children count on him emotionally while providing.
99. i wish my parents would die
100. The love of my life is in prison forever, and I can't tell my family
101. I cheated on my boyfriend of 3 years with dykes when he was away at school. he found out, and we got over it, and then i did it again when he just went back. men and women..i just lept with a guy night before last, and instead of coming clean to my bf.. i just told him i had to break it off because of the distance. he was the greatest thing to ever happen to me, i lost it because i am disgustingly insecure and cant handle being alone. I hate myself for hurting him so badly. I truly loved him.
102. I am seperated from my husband. The man I am seeing, who is married w/ kids doesn't know how to make me cum and it's been a year now...but I don't care...I love to fuck so much. It's almost as if I can't allow that to happen until I know that his intentions are to be with me. Until that day I have my vibrator.
103. I met the woman of my dreams when I was 26. She was engaged to be married, I was dating someone. We saw each other on the side. She said she was willing to leave him-I told her I couldn't offer her what he could, so she should marry him. They ended up divorced; she contacted a mutual friend years later and I was getting marired. Results? I've been married twice now and am in a relationship now with a woman I love. If she contacted me now...I'm not sure if I could stay faithful....I guess this is what they mean when they say "The One That Got Away". A kiss for you Leslie...I hope you are well.
104. I slept with a MAJOR "under 35 celebrity" 3-years ago in NYC (one time thing). She was and is currently married (I was single at the time). We fucked all night and early morning on Coke. We still email each other. I'm married now.
106. I'm always comparing myself to other people. No matter how much I succeed, in the back of my mind, I'm always afraid that I'm not good enough and that I'll never be good enough.
107. I was divorced 16 years ago, my wife was an unfaithful tramp (multiple times). She actually left me for another man. Now I'm married to a sexy, intelligent, wonderful woman who treats me like a king. I couldn't have a better life. Unfortunately I still miss my ex and fantasize about her often. I don't think I'll ever stop loving her. It kills me that I have these thoughts when my new wife is a 100 times better person.
108. He moved to Des Moines and we havent spoken since. But I wonder how he's doing all the time and why he could never be bothered with me. Will we ever relive that afternoon SV?
109. I have hep C so I cannot, do not, and will not have sex. I am also an alcoholic. I have no medical insurance and no job, no money, laid off recently, so I guess I am slowly killing myself and will die soon. Any ideas?
110. My wife of 8 years has never given me a blowjob. She refuses. So I hired a prostitute to do it.
111. You'll never know how much I love you. You were the best part.
112. I have been married to a man who adores me and I have been unfaithful for all but 2 years out of 10. I have a girlfriend and a boyfriend whom my husband has never known about.
113. When I was 10 I used to sleep with my sister who was 8. She stroked me and gave me my first orgasm! Nothing came out but the feeling was unbelieveable! I didn't know what caused it but after that I got my own room and figured it out! I would JO 2-5 times a day. Still JO but only a couple times a day now and still love it!
114. I got genital warts from messing around with a couple guys as part of my "curious" stage and have not found a way to tell my girlfriend, soon to be fiance, about this.
115. I had a crush on Shawn all through junior high and high school but was too afraid to tell him. And then after I found out he was gay (and I am gay too) I was still afraid to tell him. I haven't seen him in almost 8 years.
116. I think it's highly erotic to watch a lady pee. I like to watch them hike up their skirts, lower their panty hose and watch them do their business. Once durring sex a lady I was seeing announced she had to pee. I followed her into the bathroom and while she sat on the toilet I kissed her and fondled her breasts. Aterwards durring sex I lasted an hour and 15 minutes before my hormones came inside her in torrents. Pretty much a top 3 sexual memory for me. Later as time when on she got mad at me because I didn't wanna get married. Damn she had great boobs and a killer ass!
117. I never thought that I could be in love with two women, but I am. I have loved (or maybe I am infatuiated with her?) the same girl for 14 years, since high school. I finally told her about it, and that I presently have a girlfriend. She did not take the girlfriend part so well. She told me that she was interested in me now. She asked me to come over that night. I refused. I love my girlfriend too. She is sweet, hot, supportive an absolute catch, but I will always love the girl I have been in love with 14 years. I would be lying if I said I don't regret not being with her that night. I apologize for rambling. This has been a rough week.
118. I've been with him for almost 2 years. The past 9 months or so he's been over a hundred miles a way for school and cheated more than once. I love him more than anything in the world but i know that he'll never love me. And I'm pregnant with his child.
119. I was living two of my closest friends. Friend A had a boyfriend (we'll call him BOY) (who more or less lived with us too), me and Friend B were single. Friend B started sleeping with BOY while Friend A was working nights, and ended up falling in love with him. I kept it a secret. And then also kept the secret that BOY was also sleeping with me. The BOY and Friend A eventually broke up for other reasons, and BOY moved on to some RANDOM GIRL, while still sleeping with Friend B and me. I knew it was all bullshit but Friend B really loved him and was so hurt that he was with RANDOM GIRL. Shortly after BOY and RANDOM GIRL get engaged, I find out I have chlamydia. I tell BOY, but never told Friend B or A and I know he never told them they may had been exposed either. I am still friends with those girls and every time they go to they gyno I pray they won't have it too. I feel disgusting and horrible for all of it. But it would have broke their hearts to know what BOY (and Me and Friends B)were doing, so I never told. I am a horrible friend.
120. My boyfriend of two years got me pregnant a year ago, and I had an abortion. Ever since then I've hated sex with him and sometimes even doubt if I truly love him, or if I am just afraid to let go. He is so sweet and loving, and he's the best thing that's ever happened to me, but I just can't bring myself to tell him why I no longer like sex. I don't know if I ever will enjoy it again which makes me sad because I used to love it. Now he's talking about marriage and it scares me because of my problem.
121. I'm a female in my early 20's, that has in my mind, an extreme addiction to porn. I watch porn as often as people watch mainstream television. And almost as casually. In the last couple of years I've had to graduate to more hardcore porn to get off. Now the only porn that turns me on is hardcore anal, gagging, and choking scenes. The violence excites me. And sadly, this is also the only way I can have sex.
123. I jerked off so much as a child that when it came time to have sex, I went impotant. 15 years old. I tried and tried. All I did after that was masturbate like 5-7 days a week. Finally, if I drank enought I could do it with women.
124. I hate my step children and fantasize about them dying often. I hate when they come over and I hate when they call my husband. I hate them. I hate them. I hate them. I hate them!
125. My husband had sex with a hooker before we were married, but I cant tell anyone because it would ruin his life.
126.I cant stand it when my husband kisses me because he is a horrible kisser. I only married him for the stability.
127. I lied. I told an ex-boyfriend that I was pregnant and need an abortion so he would give me 400.00, he did and I went out with my friends and had the best sex with some random guy.
128. I had a two year sexual relationship with my boss, sometimes while her boyfriend was in the other room passed out. She just ended it with me because she and her boyfriend are going to get married. I care very deeply for both of them, and she wants to "be friends". She's not good for me, but I miss her and wish things could have been different.
129. Been together with my girlfriend for a number of years. She is hot and is willing to do anything but another woman. Doesnt bother me though, I wanna fuck her sister. She stuck her tongue down my throat some years ago and I never got over it. She is over 40 and has a smoking body. Her ass haunts my dreams and fantasies. Just once thats all I ask. I believe my girl has a thing for her sisters hubby. I'm willing to trade if she is.
130. I'm afraid that if my boyfriend knew how many people I've slept with thet he'd leave me, or look at me differently. He's the one and I can't risk losing him. He's the first person I've ever made love to though : )
130. I was on a business trip and bumped into an old friend of mine from college. We hung out and had a few drinks, went back to my room and had sex. I video taped the whole thing and watch it while I jack-off. She never knew I was taping.
131. I am a 43 year old woman waiting for a 16 year old boy to turn 18.
132. I have never had sex with anyone younger than 40. And I am just 28. And the last two only let me eat them out. I too feel like a shade of a man.
133. I sucked GW's cock in the oval office. It was very small. I haven't told anyone yet. Should I?
134. I have the password to my ex's email account. He created a special folder titled, "scary" to hold messages that come from my own email, even though I haven't send him a message in over 2 years. I replaced my email with that of his current stripper girlfriend (who happens to have the same birthday as me) so that her emails will go to that folder instead.
135. I once kidnapped a hooker off of the streets of stockton. I held her hostage in a motel room off of Hwy99,and after painting her green and forcing her to admit on camera she was my sex-Sleestak, I released her down some dark Lodi area country road. It was fun doing her when she was painted green. 136. When I was living on the streets, I once became so angry that I went into Carls Jr and took a dump, wiping my butt with my hand, and I then marched right out on to Market St. and slapped the first person I ran into. It was a brown hi-five I guess. 137. I once faked a heart attack after farting in public to draw attention away from the fact I just ripped one out.
138. Anytime I go over to any womens place and get a chance, I ejaculate into their shampoo, face cream, lotion etc..
139. I fantasize about being my ex-girlfriend. She lived alone. Id seduce and fuck all the maintence men in the building. I wish I was female.
140. I am falling in love with a married man, he told me he loves me, but I am too afraid to say the same because admitting that I do will mean that he has come to mean more to me than he should. We have been seeing each for almost 8 months and I thought it was going to only be a one night stand... the sex isn't even that good, I just like him and feel secure when he is around
141. I hate my ex so much that I day dream about killing anyone that currently loves him because I want him to feel as alone and hurt as me.
142. I'm in love with someone I can never have. He lives too far away and I knwo i'm not his type. Even if I had a chance with him I would still never date him because when I was a child I was sexual abused and I'm still really fucked up from it and I fear truly being loved by man. But I really love him and I wish I was normal because every night he talks to me and really seems kind and caring.
143. I like myself better when I drink but I always feel guilty the day after because I can't control my actions when drunk. Then I cut myself to ease the guilt.
144. I've been reading all these secrets, and it seems like everyone's problems are so small. Right now, love and relationships are on the bottom of everything on my list. My focus is just on survival and not losing everything. I really wish all I had to worry about was dating or getting a girl. Life would be so much easier.
145. I haven't had sex with a partner in 10 years (well, this July will be 10 years). I am a chronic masturbator. Lately, regular fantasies and standard porn just hasn't gotten me off, so now I write my own really graphic porn. In my stories, I'm 21 years old and still living at home and my mom seduces me whenever my dad is away at work. We fuck all day in her bed, without birth control. Sometimes, even THAT fantasy isn't enough, so I take it to even further extremes, such as imagining that my mom wears her wedding dress and suggests that we secretly get married. And if THAT isn't enough to get me off, then I imagine that I impregnate her and both of her sisters (my aunts).
Now, back to reality: I've been living in these depraved incest fantasies for about 6 years. However, FINALLY, I'm starting to date again. My problem: I'm not sure, if this relationship moves toward sex, that I'll be able to get it up. Ordinary sex seems lame to me, but I get rock hard and almost come in my pants when I write my incest porn. I WANT to have normal sexual relations, but I fear it's just been too long that I've been away. However, if my dating renaissance leads to the bedroom (which I doubt), then I'll have to close my eyes really tight and imagine I'm fucking my mom and/or my aunts in order to stay hard and have a climax.
146. I'm in my upper 20s and I've never had sex. I lie to my friends about losing my virginity when I was younger. I'm not sure what the problem is, but the longer I wait, the more difficult it becomes to work up the courage. I'm sure it sounds like an insignificant issue, but I want to have sex. I think about it all the time. But, I'm ashamed and afraid that it will never happen.
147. After my wife and my stepdaughter got into a huge argument we were talking in our bedroom. We had not been getting along and my wife was explaining to me that part of her anger at me was related to her own stepfather. Apparently she had been screwing him since she was 15 to get even with her mother and was really angry he let her do it with him. While we were sleeping I heard noise and found my stepdaughter in the living room. She looked at me, took me by the hand and into her bathroom where I did her over the counter. This was exactly what her mother had described. Every time they had a fight after that I got my rocks off with her. She is 27 now and we still do it. I am ashamed but I can't quit.
148. Once I anonymously mailed a pair of my dirty panties to an ex just to be obnoxious. 12 years later he's married. While I'm visiting him and his wife I discover he has been keeping my panties all these years in his desk drawer. On the spur of the moment I secretly stole my panties back. Now I get a chuckle out of thinking about him sweating over the thought of his wife finding the panties. She's just the sort of harpy to stash something like that for an ugly rainy day. But he doesn't have the guts to bring it up himself.
149. I have read all 148 of the above and its the strangest list i have seen. If all this is true, there are no more values and true love left in this world. atleast on craigs.. makes me lose my respect on anyone who goes through craigs.. including myself. :(
150. I used to be a hooker and one night I was fucking this old man I was on top of him and he started making funny sounds when he came he told me that he was on heart meds and had 2 heart attacks while he was with other hookers. I sat around with him for an hour or so and right before I left he started to lose the color in his face and he said he was having chest pains so he laid down on his motel bed. I few mins later I began to smell something really bad and I noticed he shit himself and I could not wake him up (he also had brown liquid coming from his mouth) I grabed his pants and found his wallet I took my money and left.I never found out what happend to him.
151. This will seem really tame compared to some of the above, but my dirty secret is that I'm seeing a therapist because of erectile dysfunction. I'm in my 30s.
152. My boss's last kid is really mine.
153. Since I was 12, I have been having sex with my best friends Mom.
I spend the night there alot. She wakes me in the middle of the night and takes me to bed with her. She picks me up from school sometimes, saying I have Dr's appointment and takes me home and fucks me all day.
She tells me I am her slave and must do what she tells me.
I am in love with her. I want to tell my friend, but I just can't!
I am 28 now and we still fuck at least 3 times a week or more.
She has always been gorgeous, and at 50 still looks like shes in her 20's.
154. I just got back from a 2nd tour in Iraq, plus a tour in Afghanistan when the war there started. I have killed so many people i should be a basket case. i once had to shoot a kid of about 10 because he and his dad were shooting at us. I dont feel any remorse. i wonder if i ever will.
155. I fucked some soldiers wives while their husbands were in Iraq, I have no remorse for what I did, I wonder if I ever will.
156. I wish i had enough money to hire a hit man to kill the asshole i married. I there anyone that will kill my husband for GREAT SEX. I would do anything anywhere,just so this fucker can DIE. Oh yeah, I would love to watch. the person kill that bastard-i would give a great bj after-ANY TAKERS?
157. I let my drinking and emotional issues kill another relationship. Unfortunately, this one was my one and only love after 33 years. I could have stopped it and changed long ago, but was in denial cause I'm selfish and pathetic. I'm lonely and scared again, but the only thing that keeps me going is the hope that I'll get better.
158. I'm so miserable...I'm married to a wonderful Black woman, very pretty, hot in the sack, has a good job, great mother to my children and very supportive of everything that I desire. I spend every moment that I can steal away to my self....masturbating to white bbws. I am setting myself up to cheat...I know this. I want to find a hooker, because I do not want to start an affair or a relationship with another woman, i just cannot get over my obsession with large white women (300lbs+). here's the worst part: I've tried to hit on a few...White BBWs want nothing to do with me, thereby making me feel worthless and unlovable. When I make love to my wife, I fantsisze about white BBWs. It's not fair to my wife...but I feel like i'm treated unfair as well.
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