probably shouldn't respond to this one since i'm very much dissillusioned and hurting right now, but......
i met this lady a while ago who for reasons i'll never understand, just accept, i fell in love with instantly. that kind of shit never, ever happens/ed to me, but every step i took forward with her made me feel it more and more.
i think she was my soulmate in this life, how did i know it from the beginning when my head was whirling in the mix of lust, love, and a magically drawn connection of souls?
i don't know, it's shit you can't analyze or ponder...it's a feeling. i know it all sounds cliche' and "it's just your hormones speaking and feeling", but i'm old enough and lived through enough to know the MAJOR difference. this lady sparked a feeling and knowledge in my soul that when you feel it, you recognize it for something all together different and special than what you've felt before with others.
funny thing is, she was all i found intoxicatingly beautiful and desireable in a womam, and totally turned me on in every way. BUT, the biggest turn on of all was her beautiful soul........really. Her beautiful eyes WERE truly the windows of a beautiful soul.
I miss that. I miss what she was bringing into my life in the short time we had. I'm saying my prayers in hopes we re-connect,
so my soulmate, yes, i think she was/is. The love of my life...I hope i get the chance to find out.....
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