27. I want to be married before I'm 30. I think my friends would laugh at me if I told them.
28. I would rather jack off to online lesbian porn than fuck my wife.
29. I don't see myself ever having sex (penetration) again after you.
30. At age 17 I attempted suicide due to severe depression. Nobody knows except my mom. I will never reveal this to my husband or my best friend.
31. I'm in love with my bestest guy friend but I can't tell him since he won't let himself love me back due to illness even if he seems to want to. :(
32. The Man I was able to open my heart to for the first time in 2 years, ended things on the very day I was going to tell him I thought I was falling in love with him. I didn't get the chance.
33. Im so lonely and Ive fucked-up my life soo much that I want to lay around, drink -n- smoke cigarettes all day and cry...but I dont, I just keep going.
34. I like to dress up like wonder woman and asphyxiate myself while watching blues clues.
35. I'm an out gay guy, and from time to time some of the straight men in my life come on to me. I pretend to be oblivious to their attempts, but I'd really like to take them to bed and make them orgasm so hard that they can't even touch their wives or girlfriends without fantasizing about me instead.
36. He hurts my feelings all the time, but I never tell him because i dont want to lose him.
37. I've been a bad, bad, reallllly bad girl!!!! Wish I had a boyfriend to spank me,... if only, if only. Never have I felt this lonely
38. I love my best guy friend, but can't tell him because I am afraid I will lose his friendship. He's such a playa too, wish I could tell these online women he's been hooking up with how much of a playa he is. He uses his illness as a convenient excuse to not get terribly close to anyone.
39. I stayed home from work today because I can't stand what I'm doing right now.
40. When I was 20 years old I let my father-in-law have sex with me a week after I got married. I feel a lot of guilt.
41. Wondering where the Hell my Sex drive went.
42. I'm still here at work because I don't want to go home. I do this at least once a week.
43. I still miss you and the little one.........143
44. I'm head over heals in love with my fiancé but I am not sure it's reciprocal. I think she might be cheating on me. That sucks!
45. I wish my boyfriend would hold onto me and let me french kiss him while
he beats off. Also would love to go down on a younger woman (never had sex
with a woman), while she goes down on him.
46. I lead a double life on just about all of the online dating sites.
47. I wish he would just STFU & make love to me.
48. My bf doesn't know I used to be a guy.
49. I really want to be remarried again before I am 50. I hate being alone and lonely.
50. I have f'd up my life beyond all recognition because I am so focused on this one guy. I've been selling things for the last 2 years to try to relieve the pressure.
51. I'm seriously contemplating becoming an escort through the internet.
52. I still love her, even if she fucked it up beyond repair. I think about her and us all the time, and it drives me crazy.
53. My husband is my life. I love him more than I can describe.
54. No one really knows how agoraphobic I've become. I hate leaving my place.
55. I never told my father that I loved him, because really deep down inside I hated him for cheating on my mother for nine years....I had half the notion to tell him one day and then three hours later, he died in a car crash, ironically while he was going to see his "other woman"...my mother and I abided by his will and had him cremated even though the rest of the family wanted him to be buried...his ashes sit in my mother's bedroom, a month after that, I learned I was pregnant and had an abortion....I now can't tell anyone how I am feeling....I feel things but never show them and really what is the point in life if you can't share how you are feeling with someone...i wish someone would come along and fix me, but in this case, I can't just let anyone fix me...I am really deathly afraid of love now...I did somewhat fall in love with someone but he is either a player or too much of a pussy to deal with my extremely deep feelings...I am lonely and can't stand going to places where most likely there are couples...the grove and the promenade are out of the question
56. I think about leaving my wife and kids and becoming a ski bum. I can't though, I love them too much.
57. I told everyone I shot dope before I even started.
58. I wish I could feel passion for something or someone. I feel like I just live day by day, without really caring about anything - and its killing me inside.
59. I have a sexual fantasy about being the stepdad who raped my ex-girlfriend. I put myself in his place and imagine how he did it. It totally gets me off.
60. When I was 16, my mother whacked me over the head with a baseball bat because she cought me "playing" with another boy. (NoFate)
61. No one knows that I have a compulsive foot fetish with women with really big feet. My fetish is so intense that my best orgasms happen when a woman rubs her big feet on my cock. I dated a woman with size 12 feet and since her, I can't come unless the woman touches me at some point with her feet. I think of feet all day long and obsess over a new woman's shoe size. I don't know what's wrong with me but I crave wrinkly-soled, long-toed, size 12's day and night.
62. I'm in love, and this is the first time it's genuine. The love didn't come from sex (like it usual does), just communication and friendship. It's true love, but nothing can be done about it.
63. I wish my spouse would die so I could stop contemplating divorce.
64. I had a passionate relationship with my soulmate for five years. I left him to marry a nice guy who I will never feel the same for.
65. I'm in love with a guy I've been talking to online for 5 years but I'm afraid to do anything about it because I don't want to end up as the girl who met her husband online
66. I am living with a woman that I might marry because I can't do better. The woman I thought was my soulmate dumped me 3 years ago and I never let go of her. My ex is now married with 2 kids but I still delude myself into thinking that she will still come back to me. Now I am with a woman that wants to marry me but I do not love her as intensely as my ex, never have, never will. And that is sad. I've wanted my ex back every day, probably until the day I die, even though I know that I can never have her.
67. I love someone who will never leave his girlfriend for me. All I want is a fair chance at happiness with him. AM: when is it my turn? Let's make each other ridiculously happy.
68. I have played men ever since I can remember... I am sorry for playing with your minds, and not trusting all men, since I know there are good men out there. And yet, I think I'm falling in love with a beautiful gentleman who rocks my world. I want to break my pattern, and let the wall down -- wish to experience the joy of love .. I don't know if I can though. I'm so afraid.
69. My husband is terrible in bed.
70. I prefer the company of my dog to people.
71. When my ex-bf had a motorcycle accident (due to his drunkeness, but shhhh, don't tell because he's a cop), I ate all his Vicodin and replaced them with IBU's...he never knew the difference...fucking asshole.
72. I wish I could hire a hit man, and raise my boyfriend's children- I'd be a better mother than she EVER will be to those poor, brain-washed, sad, children.
73. I have become addicted to cl and my thinking is getting wonky and dour regarding any sort of good in man.
74. There is something wrong in my head. I can't differentiate between what has happened and what I imagined happened. I am also filled with rage by minor incidents. Sometimes I drive my fingernails into my palms to keep calm on the outside.
75. i hate having sex with men. i think they are disgusting. even the best sex of my life, i have been disgusted with. i think i'm probably a lesbian, i can only orgasm when i think of women, and watching lesbian porn turns me on more than anything. ive never been with a woman, and i dont know how to start. im scared, because if i am with a woman and it isnt for me, that means sex is completely out the window and that terrifies me.
76. I say I'm cool and progressive, but my husbands porn makes me feel ugly, fat, small-breasted, undesirable, unsexy and just plain insecure. When I know he's watched it, it brings back my bulimia.
77. I'm going to have a baby from a man I slept with once.
78. I have my ex boyfriends password to his voicemail and erase all of his
messages from the new girls he is banging before he can hear them.
79. I have the perfect life, wife, kids, job..and I feel no intimacy so I'm
looking for someone to fill that role.
80. I still miss my ex, even though she’s totally crazy- undiagnosed borderline personality disorder. But the sex was amazing and I wish she’d just come over, fuck me and then leave.
81. I'm dying and I haven't told anyone yet. I just haven't found the words to say goodbye.
82. There isn't a single person I trust. Not one.
83. I am in love with my married friend, and can't talk about it to anyone. I feel so guilty that I am moving this spring just to get away from him and his wife.
84. I am scared to leave the house because I have been raped twice.
85. I became pregnant by the only man I had ever been intimate with after living together for five years. He accused me of being unfaithful, but said he would help me support my bastard child. I punched myself in the stomach, threw myself down a flight of stairs and ingested handfulls of pain medication until I miscarried.
86. I started my diet today. I have doubled my weight in the past 10 years. I need to lose 135 pounds.
87. I have no idea why I'm scared to lose my virginity. There's a girl that I'm really close to who's pretty much said she'd fuck me - yet everytime I hang out with her I can't take it to the next level... and end up jerking off to her when I get home. DAMMIT!
88. I am a completely insecure man I haven't had sex with a woman in over 2 years and that was a prostitute. I have no game and am completely ashamed, before that it had been about 4 years. before that I was 18 with my first lay and she was easy I just told her I wanted to fuck her and that was it. These experiences have made me feel dirty, but I like that, but I am so full of contradictions. I am a contradiction all I want to do is fuck no attatchments that is it but I don't want to continue with bad associations like buying my sex partners. I am a shell of a man at 29.
89. When I jack off, I sometimes fantasize about being turned into a whore who can't say no. The best orgasms for me are when I'm imagining being used by a room full of men and every time I try to tell them to stop, someone shoves his cock into my mouth.
90. I am a retarded liberal know-it-all. Oh.... and did I mention I'm gay?
91. I REALLY WANT TO SMOKE METH. I know what other people think and how horrible it is on one's body...but the addiction is just eating away at my soul. Just one of these four day weekends I just want to grab the pipe and inhale the chemicals...and enjoy the ride and expect the downfall.
92. He's an alcoholic and I keep living life as if it weren't so.
93. I messed around with a 16 year old when I was 25.
94. One of my biggest sexual fantasies is to watch my girlfriend get thoroughly fucked by a real deal shemale.
95. I am a sensual sexy guy and am now certain that lifetime monogamy is not going to work for me. I like having multiple sexual partners. My very monogamous raised-catholic wife is 3 mo pregnant.
96. I might be pregnant by someone other than my live in boyfriend who has had a vasectomy.
97. i steal from my work. i've never done anything like it before and now i'm taking between $400-$600 every month. in the moment, it feels great. a little addictive. in fact, i love to do it. my bosses suck and stealing is a practical form of revenge in this case. still, i'm ashamed.
98. I wish I had kept the position of power as the wage earner when I was married so my former spouse could feel the vulnerability of being in the dependent role now as well as having the children count on him emotionally while providing.
99. i wish my parents would die
100. The love of my life is in prison forever, and I can't tell my family
101. I cheated on my boyfriend of 3 years with dykes when he was away at school. he found out, and we got over it, and then i did it again when he just went back. men and women..i just lept with a guy night before last, and instead of coming clean to my bf.. i just told him i had to break it off because of the distance. he was the greatest thing to ever happen to me, i lost it because i am disgustingly insecure and cant handle being alone. I hate myself for hurting him so badly. I truly loved him.
102. I am seperated from my husband. The man I am seeing, who is married w/ kids doesn't know how to make me cum and it's been a year now...but I don't care...I love to fuck so much. It's almost as if I can't allow that to happen until I know that his intentions are to be with me. Until that day I have my vibrator.
103. I met the woman of my dreams when I was 26. She was engaged to be married, I was dating someone. We saw each other on the side. She said she was willing to leave him-I told her I couldn't offer her what he could, so she should marry him. They ended up divorced; she contacted a mutual friend years later and I was getting marired. Results? I've been married twice now and am in a relationship now with a woman I love. If she contacted me now...I'm not sure if I could stay faithful....I guess this is what they mean when they say "The One That Got Away". A kiss for you Leslie...I hope you are well.
104. I slept with a MAJOR "under 35 celebrity" 3-years ago in NYC (one time thing). She was and is currently married (I was single at the time). We fucked all night and early morning on Coke. We still email each other. I'm married now.
105. I am so afraid of dying, yet so afraid of living.
106. I'm always comparing myself to other people. No matter how much I succeed, in the back of my mind, I'm always afraid that I'm not good enough and that I'll never be good enough.
107. I was divorced 16 years ago, my wife was an unfaithful tramp (multiple times). She actually left me for another man. Now I'm married to a sexy, intelligent, wonderful woman who treats me like a king. I couldn't have a better life. Unfortunately I still miss my ex and fantasize about her often. I don't think I'll ever stop loving her. It kills me that I have these thoughts when my new wife is a 100 times better person.
108. He moved to Des Moines and we havent spoken since. But I wonder how he's doing all the time and why he could never be bothered with me. Will we ever relive that afternoon SV?
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109. I have hep C so I cannot, do not, and will not have sex. I am also an alcoholic. I have no medical insurance and no job, no money, laid off recently, so I guess I am slowly killing myself and will die soon. Any ideas?
110. My wife of 8 years has never given me a blowjob. She refuses. So I hired a prostitute to do it.
111. You'll never know how much I love you. You were the best part.
112. I have been married to a man who adores me and I have been unfaithful for all but 2 years out of 10. I have a girlfriend and a boyfriend whom my husband has never known about.
113. When I was 10 I used to sleep with my sister who was 8. She stroked me and gave me my first orgasm! Nothing came out but the feeling was unbelieveable! I didn't know what caused it but after that I got my own room and figured it out! I would JO 2-5 times a day. Still JO but only a couple times a day now and still love it!
114. I got genital warts from messing around with a couple guys as part of my "curious" stage and have not found a way to tell my girlfriend, soon to be fiance, about this.
115. I had a crush on Shawn all through junior high and high school but was too afraid to tell him. And then after I found out he was gay (and I am gay too) I was still afraid to tell him. I haven't seen him in almost 8 years.
116. I think it's highly erotic to watch a lady pee. I like to watch them hike up their skirts, lower their panty hose and watch them do their business. Once durring sex a lady I was seeing announced she had to pee. I followed her into the bathroom and while she sat on the toilet I kissed her and fondled her breasts. Aterwards durring sex I lasted an hour and 15 minutes before my hormones came inside her in torrents. Pretty much a top 3 sexual memory for me. Later as time when on she got mad at me because I didn't wanna get married. Damn she had great boobs and a killer ass!
117. I never thought that I could be in love with two women, but I am. I have loved (or maybe I am infatuiated with her?) the same girl for 14 years, since high school. I finally told her about it, and that I presently have a girlfriend. She did not take the girlfriend part so well. She told me that she was interested in me now. She asked me to come over that night. I refused. I love my girlfriend too. She is sweet, hot, supportive an absolute catch, but I will always love the girl I have been in love with 14 years. I would be lying if I said I don't regret not being with her that night. I apologize for rambling. This has been a rough week.
118. I've been with him for almost 2 years. The past 9 months or so he's been over a hundred miles a way for school and cheated more than once. I love him more than anything in the world but i know that he'll never love me. And I'm pregnant with his child.
119. I was living two of my closest friends. Friend A had a boyfriend (we'll call him BOY) (who more or less lived with us too), me and Friend B were single. Friend B started sleeping with BOY while Friend A was working nights, and ended up falling in love with him. I kept it a secret. And then also kept the secret that BOY was also sleeping with me. The BOY and Friend A eventually broke up for other reasons, and BOY moved on to some RANDOM GIRL, while still sleeping with Friend B and me. I knew it was all bullshit but Friend B really loved him and was so hurt that he was with RANDOM GIRL. Shortly after BOY and RANDOM GIRL get engaged, I find out I have chlamydia. I tell BOY, but never told Friend B or A and I know he never told them they may had been exposed either. I am still friends with those girls and every time they go to they gyno I pray they won't have it too. I feel disgusting and horrible for all of it. But it would have broke their hearts to know what BOY (and Me and Friends B)were doing, so I never told. I am a horrible friend.
120. My boyfriend of two years got me pregnant a year ago, and I had an abortion. Ever since then I've hated sex with him and sometimes even doubt if I truly love him, or if I am just afraid to let go. He is so sweet and loving, and he's the best thing that's ever happened to me, but I just can't bring myself to tell him why I no longer like sex. I don't know if I ever will enjoy it again which makes me sad because I used to love it. Now he's talking about marriage and it scares me because of my problem.
121. I'm a female in my early 20's, that has in my mind, an extreme addiction to porn. I watch porn as often as people watch mainstream television. And almost as casually. In the last couple of years I've had to graduate to more hardcore porn to get off. Now the only porn that turns me on is hardcore anal, gagging, and choking scenes. The violence excites me. And sadly, this is also the only way I can have sex.
122. I went out once to McDonald's on a food run. On the way home, I stopped in a remote place and masturbated to a picture of the Olsen twins. I shot my load into my freinds Big Mac. He ate it without a clue.
123. I jerked off so much as a child that when it came time to have sex, I went impotant. 15 years old. I tried and tried. All I did after that was masturbate like 5-7 days a week. Finally, if I drank enought I could do it with women. Therefore, I thought I was gay. I couldn't tell anyone and lived in fear. I thought it was the answer. Then I found crystal and became a freak masturbator and mustered up enough courage to do it with men. It was cool once or twice then it became gross and not as good(if you can call it that) as woman. Now I've been off meth for almost 10 years and from that time on I've been practically impotant in all situations. I know I'm bibydesing, but I feel no sensual intimacy or sexual prowess. I don't even feel familial intamacy. Just ice. The death left from the meth has ruined me for life. I don't want to live because now I hate people for having "happy" lives, can't stand their shit and would like to walk down the street with an uzi for the fun of it. Then off myself. I'm not stupid so I go on loveless, sexless, and broken hearted. I can't even muster up enough courage to become a good cocksucker because I don't want diseases and think it's cheap unless it's with someone you really like. I only really like people after time. So I'm royally screwed. I know it's because deep down inside I hate woman so much that I curdle, but still want "that" relationship. I think they suck bigtime and I can't even stand to watch TV the Radio or Think. Especially with what the Spanish woman do. I wish it would end, but at least I have one thing that keeps me living. It doesn't require "cum". Thanks Mom and Dad I didn't even have a chance
124. I hate my step children and fantasize about them dying often. I hate when they come over and I hate when they call my husband. I hate them. I hate them. I hate them. I hate them!
125. My husband had sex with a hooker before we were married, but I cant tell anyone because it would ruin his life.
126.I cant stand it when my husband kisses me because he is a horrible kisser. I only married him for the stability.
127. I lied. I told an ex-boyfriend that I was pregnant and need an abortion so he would give me 400.00, he did and I went out with my friends and had the best sex with some random guy.
128. I had a two year sexual relationship with my boss, sometimes while her boyfriend was in the other room passed out. She just ended it with me because she and her boyfriend are going to get married. I care very deeply for both of them, and she wants to "be friends". She's not good for me, but I miss her and wish things could have been different.
129. Been together with my girlfriend for a number of years. She is hot and is willing to do anything but another woman. Doesnt bother me though, I wanna fuck her sister. She stuck her tongue down my throat some years ago and I never got over it. She is over 40 and has a smoking body. Her ass haunts my dreams and fantasies. Just once thats all I ask. I believe my girl has a thing for her sisters hubby. I'm willing to trade if she is.
130. I was on a business trip and bumped into an old friend of mine from college. We hung out and had a few drinks, went back to my room and had sex. I video taped the whole thing and watch it while I jack-off. She never knew I was taping.
131. I am a 43 year old woman waiting for a 16 year old boy to turn 18.
132. I have never had sex with anyone younger than 40. And I am just 28. And the last two only let me eat them out. I too feel like a shade of a man.
133. I sucked GW's cock in the oval office. It was very small. I haven't told anyone yet. Should I?
134. I have the password to my ex's email account. He created a special folder titled, "scary" to hold messages that come from my own email, even though I haven't send him a message in over 2 years. I replaced my email with that of his current stripper girlfriend (who happens to have the same birthday as me) so that her emails will go to that folder instead.
135. I once kidnapped a hooker off of the streets of stockton. I held her hostage in a motel room off of Hwy99,and after painting her green and forcing her to admit on camera she was my sex-Sleestak, I released her down some dark Lodi area country road. It was fun doing her when she was painted green. 136. When I was living on the streets, I once became so angry that I went into Carls Jr and took a dump, wiping my butt with my hand, and I then marched right out on to Market St. and slapped the first person I ran into. It was a brown hi-five I guess. 137. I once faked a heart attack after farting in public to draw attention away from the fact I just ripped one out.
138. Anytime I go over to any womens place and get a chance, I ejaculate into their shampoo, face cream, lotion etc..
139. I fantasize about being my ex-girlfriend. She lived alone. Id seduce and fuck all the maintence men in the building. I wish I was female.
140. I am falling in love with a married man, he told me he loves me, but I am too afraid to say the same because admitting that I do will mean that he has come to mean more to me than he should. We have been seeing each for almost 8 months and I thought it was going to only be a one night stand... the sex isn't even that good, I just like him and feel secure when he is around
141. I like myself better when I drink but I always feel guilty the day after because I can't control my actions when drunk. Then I cut myself to ease the guilt.
149.I fucked my brother when we were kids. Basically I raped him It was all my idea. I'm a girl, I was 13, he was 10. I don't think he enjoyed much at all.
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